Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Things stop. Here. Now.This is where everything ends.
Monday, November 28, 2005
Ha. I was wondering what different kinda flowers mean, so that when I ever do buy flowers for my buddies, I would know what their meanings are. Check it out, I picked out the few flowers I recognised. Haha. I wonder what kind of flowers my future boyfriend would get me, haha.Buttercup - childishness, cheerfulness
Cactus - endurance
Calla Lily - splendid beauty
Camellia (general) - admiration, perfection, good luck gift to a man
Camellia (pink) - longing for you
Camellia (red) - you're a flame in my heart
Camellia (white) - you're adorable
Carnation (general) - fascination, woman love, bonds of affection, health and energy
Carnation (pink) - i'll never forget you
Carnation (red) - my heart aches for you, admiration
Carnation (purple) - capriciousness, whimsical
Carnation (solid color) - yes
Carnation (striped) - no, refusal, sorry i can't be with you, wish i could be with you
Carnation (white) - sweet and lovely, innocence, pure love, woman's good luck gift
Carnation (yellow) - you have disappointed me, rejection
Chrysanthemum (general) - you're a wonderful friend, cheerfulness and rest.
Chrysanthemum (red) - I love you
Chrysanthemum (white) - truth
Chrysanthemum (yellow) - slighted love
Cinnamon - my fortune is yours
Clover (four leaf) - good luck, be mine
Daffodil - regard, respect, unrequited love, you're the only one, the sun is always shining when i'm with you
Daisy - innocence, loyal love, faith, cheer, simplicity
Edelweiss - daring, noble courage
Grass - surrender
Heather (lavender) - admiration, solitude
Heather (pink) - good luck
Heather (white) - protection, wishes will come true
Hibiscus - delicate beauty
Honeysuckle (yellow) - bonds of love
Hyacinth (general) - games and sports, rashness, flower dedicated to apollo
Hyacinth (blue) - constancy
Hyacinth (purple) - i am sorry, please forgive me, sorrow
Hyacinth (red or pink) - play
Hyacinth (white) - loveliness, i'll pray for you
Hyacinth (yellow) - jealousy
Hydrangea - thank you for understanding, frigidity, heartlessness
Jasmine - amiability, sensuality, transport of joy, grace and elegance
Lavender - devotion, distrust
Leaves (all colours) - melancholy
Lilac (purple) - first emotions of love
Lilac (white) - youthful innocence, purity, sweetness
Lily (calla) - beauty
Lily (day) - coquetry, chinese emblem for mother
Lily (orange) - hatred
Lily (tiger) - wealth, pride
Lily (white) - virginity, purity, majesty, it's heavenly to be with you
Lily (yellow) - i'm walking on air, false and gay
Lily (eucharis) - maiden charms
Lily (tiger) - wealth, pride
Lily of the Valley - sweetness, tears of the virgin mary, return to happiness, humility, you've made my life complete
Marigold - cruelty, grief, jealousy
Mimosa - sensitivity
Mint - virtue
Mistletoe - kiss me, affection, to surmount difficulties, sacred plant of india
Morning Glory - affectation
Moss - maternal love, charity
Oak Leaves - bravery
Oleander - caution
Orchid - love, magnificence, rare beauty, refinement, beautiful lady, chinese symbol for many children
Palm Leaves - victory and success
Peppermint - warmth of feelings
Periwinkle (blue) - early friendship
Periwinkle (white) - pleasures of memory
Poppy (general) - eternal sleep, oblivion, imagination
Poppy (red) - pleasure, fantastic extravagance
Poppy (white) - sleep, consolation
Poppy (yellow) - wealth, success
Primrose - I can't live without you
Primrose (evening) - inconstancy
Rose (black) - death
Rose (bridal) - happy love
Rose (dark crimson) - mourning,
Rose (deep red) - passion, bashful shame
Rose (hibiscus) - delicate beauty
Rose (leaf) - you may hope
Rose (orange) - desire
Rose (pink) - perfect happiness, please believe me, simplicity, grace
Rose (red) - love, I love you
Rose (tea) - I'll remember always
Rose (thornless) - love at first sight, attachment
Rose (white) - innocence and purity, I am worthy of you, you're heavenly, secrecy and silence
Rose (white & red mixed) - unity, flower emblem of england
Rose (white—dried) - death is preferable to loss of virtue
Rose (white with ivy) - purity of intentions and promise of fidelity
Rose (withered white) - transient impression
Rose (yellow) - decrease of love, jealousy, try to care
Rosebud - beauty and youth, a heart innocent of love
Rosebud (red) - pure and lovely
Rosebud (white) - girlhood, a heart ignorant of love
Rosebud (moss) - confessions of love
Roses (bouquet of mature blooms) - gratitude
Roses (single full bloom) - I love you, I still love you
Strawberry - perfect goodness
Sunflower - haughtiness
Tulip (general) - perfect lover, frame, flower emblem of holland
Tulip (red) - believe me, declaration of love
Tulip (variegated) - beautiful eyes
Tulip (yellow) - there's sunshine in your smile, hopeless love
Violet Tulip - modesty
Violet (blue) - watchfulness, faithfulness, i'll always be true, modesty
Violet (white) - let's take a chance
Water lily - purity of heart
Haha, ok. I wanna go watch spongbobsquarepants now, bye!
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Hello. I just spent damn long searching for images of those flowers, and I got many nice images, and i uploaded them on photobucket. Please please please do go and take a look. Can't be bothered to resize everything and put it up here lah (:
Click the link below, thank you very much.
http://photobucket.com/albums/b248/eunicegye/flowers/
staying at home's no good, & neither is going out.
ugh.
Woohoo!
XI AN GIRLS ARE BACK!! :D
Happy happy! That means Jo-ann & Enen & Ongko are back! Woots (: I missed them so much. Haha. Hope to meet up with yal soon, alrights? Then yal can tell me all about what I missed out on, haha. Love yal, my dearest buddies! Muahmuah.
Haha. Guess what guess what. I've finished all of my heymath homework, woots! Haha. Ok ok. So almost everyone else has long finished their heymath homework, so not that big an accomplishment for me. But who cares (: I feel good. Haha. But now, I'm left with a whole lot of Chinese homework to finish. But well, haha I can always write rubbish for my 2 zhou ji s, as I always do, haha. And then for the Chinese book(s), I can just read random pages to roughly know what's going on. Haha. I'm such a cheater bug.
Oh my gosh. I was rocking my chair and I almost fell off.
Haha. Ain't I just the coolest idiot ever. Haha. Prisci & I are cool idiots. We're also pirtaes, AYEAYE. (: Haha. Oh, and Prisci is a silly stoner. I gave her that title! Prisci, ain't you just SO honoured (:
Haha. The mission trip to Thailand is in 12 days time. It's gonna be from the 10th till the 18th. We'd appreciate your prayers. 12 days! 12 days! 12 days! Haha, we're all really excited. I miss Thailand ALOT. Preperation's coming along so so. We're not exactly ready yet, but we'll definately be ready when it's time to fly.
Man, I can't wait for Mabel's friend to come back from overseas so that we can go hardrock! Haha. I've been DYING from anticipation, thank you very much. Hahahaha. Hopefully we can go hardrock before I fly off. Cos when I come back, Mabel's flying off, I think. Ohwells.
Sigh. I wanted to go shopping just now, but my mother was on the phone for very long. She just got off the phone a while ago, but it's already too late to go out. So she went to her room to sleep. Sigh.
Funny how so much can change in just a split second. Things happen that are, well, not that funny. And it takes forever things to be made right again, and for everything to go back to normal, for real.
Oh, I just noticed. This is my 99th post. Err.. Woohoo..?
Ohwells. That;s all for now, bye.
love is only a feeling
Sunday, November 27, 2005
Ha, changed the song to "Love is only a feeling" by i-can't-rmb-who cos I'm really sick of the previous song, not that I'm saying it's not nice. It's just that I've been listening to it over and over that I've gotten really sick of it. Ha. Oh, and thanks to Doralynn, I managed to put up the commenting thing so.. Yeah. Thanks Doralynn! Okay, gotta go for dinner. I think we're going fish&co. My phone's batt is flat, and we're leaving in 10 minutes. Charging it now, but hoho I know it ain't gonna last. I hope dinner isn't going to be horrid.Bye bye.
Hi. I think this song is super apt to what Matt was saying today about missions. I'll let the lyrics of this song speak for itself. May it bless you, so that you may go out to be a blessing unto others in service and in truth and most importantly, in His love.
Love in any language
Je t'aime te amo (french)
Ya tyibya I yublu (spanish)
Ani ohevet othka (russian phonetic)
I love you
The sounds are all as different
As the lands from which they came
And though our words are all unique
Our hearts are still the same
Chorus:
Love in any language
Straight from the heart
Pulls us all together
Never apart
And once we learn to speak it
All the world will hear
Love in any language
Fluently spoken here
We teach the young our differences
Yet look how we're the same
We learn to laugh, to dream our dreams
We know the sting of pain
From Leningrad to Lexington
The farmer loves his land
And daddies get all misty eyed
When they give their daughters' hands
And maybe now we realize
How much there is to share
We have too much in common
To pretend it isn't there
Chorus:
Love in any language
Straight from the heart
Pulls us all together
Never apart
And once we learn to speak it
All the world will hear
Love in any language
Fluently spoken here
Bridge:
Though the rhetoric of governments
May keep us worlds apart
There's no misinterpreting
The language of the heart
Chorus:
Love in any language
Straight from the heart
Pulls us all together
Never apart
And once we learn to speak it
All the world will hear
Love in any language
Fluently spoken here
Saturday, November 26, 2005
AYE AYE! I'M A PIRATE, ME!Well, actually it's Prisci & I that are pirates. Cos our fringes cover our right eye all the time. I'll post a picture to show another time. Haha.
much love,
eunice
yo yo yo eunice! :)
:)
Hello.
Happy birthday Kara! Love you truckloads. Thanks for guestblogging. I'll miss you loads too. And yes, we still must talk okay. Take care, and have fun at your upcoming camp!
Sigh. Starting to miss Jojo & Ongko & the rest of my buddies who went to Xi An. Can't wait for them to come back though. Ha.
Ha, had fun today. Feeling kinda unaccomplished cos I didn't do much today, but I had fun lah.
Hmm. I currently have this feeling that something really funny happened today, or rather, yesterday, looking at the time. It's like I've this sudden gush of excitement and energy. But ehh.. nothing to be excited about. Ha, I'm so weird.
Had totally mixed feelings the whole of today.. Err.. Yesterday, I mean. Bah. I think I think too much about too much. There's just so much to.. process. Bahh. So much that everything jams up and I end up stoning. =/ But if I talk everything out then I'd go on till forever and by the time I finish one topic I would've forgotten what else I wanted to say and then.. Bah. Nevermind.
On a lighter note, korkor was right. Girls are complicated. And scary. *puts on poser shades* Haha korkor. I'm a retrocop. I will shoot you down. Bang.
Conclusion: I'm weird.
On a serious note again, sometimes, in fact, most of the time, I wish you* would show me a lil bit more respect, and maybe, just maybe, a lil more trust. I mean, where's the love in total distrust and total disrespect? Ok. So it's typical for people to say "I know what I'm doing" and then screw up later. So maybe there is concern in all that. But can't you just respect me & "do" things my way and trust me to know what I'm doing and trust me to be able to do it well for once? Ok. So maybe I'm guilty of disrespect and distrust towards you too. But I don't go around "doing" your life "the way it should be done" for you. Let me do things myself. I know how to handle, I really do. Ah, there's just so much that's gone wrong between us that it's hard even just talking to you or sitting next to you. You should know I still love you. And I know you love me too. Can we stop this, please? It's been tough. Let's end this fight, please?
Oh well. It's getting late. I shall atempt to drift to dreamland.
& I pray I don't dream of that boy, again. And sometimes I wonder if he.. Ah. This is just plain silly.
Tian ah. After typing this post that's supposed to help me clear my mind of my 101 thoughts so i can finally sleep.. I think I'll have a harder time sleeping tonight. Sigh. Damn loser can.
Goodnight.
Hanging from the ceiling
Life's a mobile
Spinning 'round with mixed feelings
Crazy and wild
Sometimes I wanna scream out loud
Thursday, November 24, 2005
HI EUNICE !haven't guest blogged for a long time.
i can't believe im not in the same class as you ): ):
we must still talk alright?
i'll miss you <3
kara
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
There's this song that's been playing in my head for months. I can't remember the full lyrics or the title of this song. All I remember is that I sang this song at a church camp I went to years ago. I think I was P1 or P2 then. Pastor i-cant-rmb-his-name (heh) & his wife pastor Deborah (i think) and team. Pastor Deborah sang this song.You are all I need
My shoulder to cry on the one I rely on
And You are all I need
You fill the emptiness inside of me
Oh Father You're all that I need.
Well, through generation camp I learnt a few things. In short, God is real, God loves me, God loves all His creations, God's love for the people of Thailand should not go to waste, it's time we be on fire for God, and of course I learnt more about the whole sex & relationships thing, hoho. Oh, and of course, to be the Jesus Generation.
Well, had a good sleep last night. Slept from about 7pm yesterday till 9am today. Aparently I read 2 smses in my sleep. How cool is that huh. Ha. Went to IMM yesterday with my Daddy to look at MP3s. He was actually more willing to get me an iPod than a mini. But now i want a mini more than an iPod. Ah, I don't know. Mini? Or iPod? Oh, I can't decide I can't decide. But anyways, my Daddy still didn't say he was getting one for me. He just said we were going to check out the prices and see which was the best buy. I think Daddy's going to ask uncle Paul today. Haha. I was kinda happy last night. Not because Daddy was considering getting an iPod for me, but because he was considering my request of getting an iPod, though we're not sure which kind. Oh, and my Daddy thinks nano stinks too. Not because of the price (hahaha.. as if lor Daddy), but because it's too damageable.
Lunch calls.
all of my days.
one desire.
more than life.
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Ok. Back from generation camp. It was quite good. God was definately there. The messages given by pastor Andrew and pastor Daniel were good. Somewhat disappointed.. But ohwells. Some things upon my heart I just can't seem to let go. Pastor Daniel told me I had to let God take over the steering wheel of my life and that I should sit at the back seat and trust in Him. Oh, I don't know. Games went pretty well. Made some new friends, got to know some better. Yup. Really thank God for some really great friends. Didn't really get to bond with the Libertians. But oh wells. Got somewhat closer to the gamesters. Got to know my dorm mates better too. Did I mention? This is the first camp in my entire life where I didn't ever feel the least bit homesick. Or maybe homesick-er, if you dig.Argh. I still want an iPod. At least an iPod mini? But frankly it's not the not getting an iPod that upsets me. Sure I want an iPod, but the way you're treating things.. So what if I get one in the end? It's not the iPod. It's you.
Man, the tiredness is starting to kick in. I'm going to sleep now. Goodnight.
Maybe our love will catch like fire
Friday, November 18, 2005
ok. so i've finally done a wee bit of packing for gen camp. and yeah, it did get me a lil excited. like finally. the excitement is finally kicking in. ha. i'm going to be away for four days at SU campsite in sentosa. the higher chinese girls left for china today. they'll be gone for 10 days. oh, i'll miss my buddies so much. ayy mabel! we four must go hardrock after i come back, ok? ha. after i come back from camp, it's seriously homework time.. and missions prep time. and then 10th-18th december we'd be going to thailand. if i cant even finish my holiday homework in time, how can i ever start on next year's work?Alright. I shall start now. It's time for Eunice to use proper English. No matter how frickin troublesome it may be, it might just be very worth it.
I suddenly want a pet, but I know it's totally out of the question because firstly, I'm very irresponsible, and secondly, there is no space at home. Oh! And thirdly, I can't afford one. Oh wells.
Man, I really want an iPod mini. But I heard they're stopping production of iPod minis. Like at apple.com/ipod, they only show iPod shuffle, iPod nano, and iPod. There isn't any iPod mini! Ugh. Stupid. I hope I can still find one, and that Daddy will agree to get it for me without making my slog my ass off or pay for it myself. Daddy says he's going to ask uncle Paul if he recomends iPod minis first before he ever considers checking the price. I hope he does. Heh. Oh. And if there aren't any more iPod minis, I sure wouldn't mind an iPod! (: Or better still, an iPod nano. :D Anyone wants to get me one? (: Frankly, it'll be a miracle if my dad ever does get me an iPod. Oh wells. =/
Wow. This post is surprisingly long.
Sigh. Daddy's at it again and so is Mummy.
Goodnight.
What if one day, we fell in love.
HEY JO-ANN & ONGKO, my two dearests. i know you guys have already flown off on a plane, heh. take care in china ok? you know i love yal truckloads, my dearests! (:
HEY GLENN AND TEAM. (: take care in Thailand okay? ha. sing to them the Father;s love song. enjoy thailand, yes? it's an awesome place with awesome people who have yet to know of their awesome God. (: God bless yal and have a blessed trip. and glenn, thanks.
ahh. gen camp is starting tmr. and i havent started packing. sigh. dont know why i'm just not excited about this camp. hai. dont know what's wrong with me lah.
alrighty. enough talking crap. i'll let the pictures do the talking. thanks korkor galvin for helping me upload the pics from my cell! (:
this is for someone special (:
this is my korkor galvin (:
this is my brother, korkor joseph. he's watching tv. i'm being a pest. (:
this is my girlgirl, sammy.
this is mark. we look chubby.
this is ongko. heehee! :D
this is my korkorkor, titus. hahha (:
this is one of my dearest, kara. she's hungry. :D
this is joash and i at mingxuan's on gideon's birthday.
this is ongko and i at cine. (:
this is the very funny andrea tan ru wen (:
this is a bear from my girlgirl, jaime.
this is me and my ex. oh happy days. =P
this is a hot kid.
SI HUI AHHH!! (x
we are.. um.. retrocops. ha. ha. ha. not funny.
this is mingxuan and guoren. hahaha.. (x
this is very nice. korkor took this. (:
this is my moomoo.
jie and i with my ex HAHA. (x
this is my korkor looking good. (:
this is me and my korkor at our grandparents house.
this is andrea. :D
this is me and kara's phone. (:
this is a dog. andrea gave it to me. (:
Thursday, November 17, 2005
i think i should delete this blog. everytime i want to say something, i'm not sure if i really wanna say it. so i type and cancel and type and cancel and well.. i just waste my time. and then i come up with a post that's absolutely pointless and i waste your time by reading it.so.
i shall stop for a while.
it's about time.
there's just so much to say i dont know where to start from.
i start typing something, then i cancel and re-type. and halfway through i cancel everything and think through. then i start typing again. and then i cancel everything again. and i start typing this post, which i've re-typed over 10 times.
everythings in a mess and so in the end i'm left with this pathetically pointless post.
love..
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
human to human love is conditional. but come to think of it.. God's love is conditional too wad. it's on the condition that we are His creations, right? then why say God;s love is unconditional?
aiya. just a thought lah.
this is so not helping.
i just feel so heavy hearted. there's just so much more. so much i want to say.. and yet i dont know how. i dont know what to say i dont know how to express everything and i dont know where to begin. i dont even know what i want to say or how i feel.
and then my tears take over.
Lord i pray things will get better someday.. someday soon..
goodnight.
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Lord send me an angel..Monday, November 14, 2005
nothing's going right.
nothing.
i just wanna go to sleep and wake up to a lovely new day where nothing goes frickin wrong everyone including me is happy
but that day never comes
Sunday, November 13, 2005
this is my class for 2006.Class: Sec 2M (2006)
01. ANDREA TAN RUWEN / 1I
02. CHEN JIAPING / 1S
03. CHEN SINI CHARMAINE / 1S
04. DAWN WONG YUN-CHENG / 1M
05. DENISE FOO HUI XIAN / 1H
06. DIANE ASHLEY SETO ERN / 1S
07. EUNICE GOH YI EN / 1I
08. EVANGELINE ANG JIA YIE / 1E
09. GAN LI PING PEARLY / 1M
10. GIM SO JIN / 1E
11. HENG LI-YING DEANNA / 1M
12. HONG XINGTING / 1E
13. HUANG MIAOYU DOROTHY / 1S
14. JOANNA TAN TIAN-HUI / 1O
15. JOYCELYN YEO LIN / 1H
16. LEE YANG JING WILONA / 1M
17. LIM TIEN MEI CHERYL / 1E
18. LIM YIN TIAN / 1M
19. LOONG MEI YAN / 1E
20. NG XING NING SAMANTHA / 1S
21. PHUA SHU MIN HANNAH ALYSSA / 1M
22. QUEK SHING WEI SAMANTHA / 1E
23. SEOW HUEI-ERN SHANNEN / 1M
24. SHEENA CHUA MEI HUI / 1M
25. SIM TZE CHING BEATRICE / 1H
26. SOO HUI LING AMANDA / 1E
27. TAN LI YAN JO-ANN / 1I
28. TAN SIOK HUANG SARAH / 1E
29. TAN YAN ZHEN CHERYL / 1E
30. TANN XIN YAN KELLY / 1M
31. VANESA CHIA WEI YAN / 1M
32. VIVIENNE LIM YING EN / 1M
33. WONG SEE YUE / 1M
34. YEO REI-CHI LAUREN / 1I
35. YEONG SU WEN CHERYL / 1E
now.. where did all the 1I-05-er s go?
2M 06: andrea, me, jo-ann, lauren (4)
2E 06: ongko, claire, joyce, xing yi, jin yee, candice, noelle, huiting, stephanie, zoe (10)
2T 06: -
2H 06: kara, victoria (2)
2O 06: boon, audrey, bernice, nicole, charissa, wei leng, mei yin, heidi, rachel, jasmine, kendra, si hui, mabel, mei bin, larine, gale, carmen (17)
2D 06: ashlyn (1)
2I 06: -
2S 06: -
2G 06: -
1i 05, i'll miss every one of you. love yal loads. dont forget me, ok?
hold me tight in your arms and tell me everything's gonna be alright
i think the inside out baptism service was awesome. if you werent there then haha too bad. it was just awesome. firstly, awesome God. amen. worship was good. baptism was smooth. congrats to those 21 people who got baptised. pleroma was really good. and after the service i laughed myself high. quite fun lah.
but the rest of the day sucked.
i am annoyed.
things aint going right.
half the holidays are almost gone and i havent finished or even started on any of my homework and not to mention start studying for next year and there's just so so so much on my mind and so many things unsettled and so much that's screwed up not just for me but for my loved ones too and this just isnt going to work and nothing's going anywhere and everything's just damn sucky and then we're all gonna be so ?ed up we're all gonna die right now and everyone's gonna die damn screwed up and Jesus is gonna look me in the eye and say "what happened?" and then i'll just evaporate.
i think i have the gift of talking rubbish.
anyways, no point whining. no point crying over spilt milk. but still.. damn sucky ):
for the coming two weeks, more than half of it goes to gen camp and prep and all. the rest? start and finish my work and maybe, just maybe, get over everything. then half of the hols would be gone. and then in late november or early december onwards i'd focus on the mission trip and studying for next year and christmas and all and poof the holidays are gone.
i cant do this.
i cant handle all this.
ugh. whatever happened to my break? isnt this supposed to be my frickin holidays? guess i'll never get a break from life.
ugh. i know that everything thats going on is well.. frankly.. no big deal. but well i'm damn affected by everything so there. i want to scream & cry & kick up a fuss cos i'm bloody ?ed up and i feel like i'm going to explode anytime and all my body parts will fly into everyone's faces and they'll be covered in blood and then maybe they'd know how ?ed up i am now. but that isnt going to do anyone any good so i might as well be a good girl and go take my bath now and go to sleep and wake up tmr for a brand new day with many many things to do.
i'm giving Jesus a call tonight.
sorry for wasting your time with this post.
goodnight.
Friday, November 11, 2005
when relationships with those you love go wrong.. when you start to question their love for you, their actions, their words, their sincerity.. when everyone around you seems to be changing and you wish you could turn back time and relive those lovely memories that you know are gone for good.. when everything seems to be at a dead end and life sucks and you're at your loweststop.
pause.
and remember..
Jesus' love is everlasting.. He's the same yesterday today and forever.. and His love for each and everyone is.. well.. the best you'd ever get. it's unconditional. He's there for you, the bestest friend we'll ever have, even till after death. the bestest Father.. and well.. yeah. He's our Lord Jesus Christ. our saviour, friend, father& Lord.
not that bad afterall huh.
heh.
dont know why i typed out this post. just had a sudden urge to.. lol. hope it blessed you somehow. yeah. goodnight,
hey! haha. hmm.. it was titus korkorkor's birthday on wednesday, and themis' birthday yesterday, and enen's birthday in four days time. heh. so well.. happy birthday to you all! heh.
hmm, yesterday was pretty fine. went towning with carolyn. i think we're getting kinda sick of town, huh. aha. we both got what we wanted. hahaha so we were quite happy huh haha. and then the bag incident was sooo funny man but well ian if you ever do come here though i highly doubt you ever do, thanks so much aha love you to bits korkor! aha. kk that was kinda exaggerated but well yeah thanks alot haha (: oh! and carolyn! i love you too! (: haha. we didnt take that many pics la but haha the few we took turned out quite nice and pretty funny heh heh (:
aha. and then today, i went towning with mabel, AGAIN! lol. i think we'd better think of something new to do lol like going to hard rock once some people's o lvls are over huh ahah (: well, yeah today wasnt that bad too lah although we were quite sian cos there wasnt anything that we could buy cos it was either everything was not nice or we cldnt afford it lol in the end to cheer ourselves up we ate alot of food and we got cheated for some stupid curry chicken rice thing stupid aunty lah! waliao. and then mabel got quite pissed. and then after that we bumped into beatrice from mab's church who's apparently our senior i think haha. and then after that we headed down to lot1 and we were so so tired on the train lol. and then there were the stupid ncc boys who thought we didnt understand chinese so they were talking about us in chinese and mabel heard everything and she got damn pissed off and she gave them the eff off look aha but i didnt hear anything cos i was too busy looking out the window heh heh. oh, and lot1 there was this weird school boy who thought he was damn cool and both of us got really pissed off cos yeah he was just pushing the line lah but oh wells nvm lah dont care him lol. and then after that we bought chicken and vodo water and then we ate and drank and then cos the chicken had so much pepper it got into our noses and we felt like sneezing but we cldnt so we tried really hard and i think we looked kinda silly but ohwells nvm. aha and then after that we went down to church and i showed mabel ard a lil and then we all went home.
yup.
we met quite afew weird sales people today and haha i think it was kinda funny but also kinda mood ruining cos some of them were so irritating and snobbish lol but some of them were quite nice so i dont know what i'm talking about haha i think my head is spinning i'm really tired and i think my typing has gotten quite fast huh lol and my english has deproved alot and i'm such a gonner.
i shall go and buy my school books for next year this coming monday. yes i shall (:
ok! aha. cant wait for inside out baptism service tmr! (: heh heh heh (:
alrighty then. i shall go and eat my orange and play my neopets and then bathe and pack my room and then go to sleep (:
lol.
( + : = (: = : + ( = :(
aiyoh.
happy = sad.
how?
The Afters
Beautiful Love
Far away, I feel your beating heart
All alone, beneathe the crystal stars
Staring into space, what a lonely face
I'll try to find my place with you
Chorus:
What a Beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything right
My beautiful love
Larger then the moon, my love for you
Worlds collide, as heaven pulls us through
The secret of the world is written in the stars
I'm carrying your heart in mine
What a Beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything all right
My beautiful love
Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe our love will catch like fire
As is burns through me
What a Beautiful smile
Can I stay for a while
On this beautiful night
We'll make everything all right
My Beautiful love
Thursday, November 10, 2005
):Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Have you ever:
snuck out of the house
gotten lost in a city
seen a shooting star
had a serious surgery
gone out in public in my pajamas
kissed a stranger
hugged a stranger
been in a fist fight
been arrested
laughed and had milk/coke come out of my nose
pushed all the buttons on an elevator
swore at my parents
been in love
been close to love
been to a casino
been skydiving
broken a bone
been high
skinny-dipped
skipped school
flashed someone
seen a therapist
played spin the bottle
gotten stitches
drank a whole gallon of milk/water in one hour
bitten someone
been to Disneyland
gotten the chicken pox
kissed a member of the same sex
crashed into a friend's car
been to Japan
ridden in a taxi
shoplifted
been fired
had a crush on someone of the same sex
had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
stolen something from my school
gone on a blind date
lied to a friend
had a crush on a teacher
celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
been to Europe
slept with a co-worker
been married
gotten divorced
had children
seen someone die
had a close friend die -thank God, no.
been to Africa
driven over 400 miles in one day
been to Canada
been to Mexico
been on a plane
seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
thrown up in a bar
purposely set a part of myself on fire
eaten Sushi
been snowboarding and skiing
met someone in person from the internet
lost a child
gone to college
graduated college
done hard drugs
tried killing myself
fired a gun
purposely hurt myself
taken painkillers
miss someone right now
tried to wash away some feelings by banging myself on the wall
( ) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the opposite sex
(x) Slept all night in a bed with a person of the same sex
( ) Correctly painted a paint by number
(x) Slept for more than 12 hours
( ) Missed a week of school or more
( ) Put chapstick on more than 5 times in an hour
(x) Kissed more than one person in a day
(x) Kissed more than two people in a day
( ) Created a myspace survey
(x) Eaten a worm
(x) Jumped on a trampoline
( ) Ridden a unicycle
(x) Done something special for someone else
( ) Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant
( ) Paid more than $50 for food at a fast food restaurant
( ) Got caught for cheating
(x) Talked on the phone while going to the bathroom
( ) Brushed your teeth while on the phone
( ) Worked in fast food
(x) Written a poem
(x) Randomly called people out of a phone book
( ) Been on a yacht
( ) Put bananas in your cheerios
(x) Lied to a friend to make them feel better
( ) Dated someone more than 4 years older than you
( ) Eaten frosting out of the original container
( ) Had a dream about a myspace friend
(x) Fallen in public
( ) Had your pants rip
( ) Recently had a PB&J sadnwich
( ) Met your principals parents
( ) Killed an animal
( ) Been prescribed to 3 or more medications by a doctor
(x) Wished you were an only child
( ) Used your friends razor with out them knowing
(x) Been unproud of a decision you made
( ) Been friends with an ex's mom after the relationship ended
( ) Worked for a family member
(x) Been told you were too young
( ) Made out in a car
( ) Kissed a friend, then their best friend..
( ) Been to a High School Dance
(x) Been to a concert
(x) Gotten away with a lie to your parents
( ) Been dumped the night of a dance and left with out a date
( ) Gone out with a person one of your parents set you up with
(x) Hate to admit you are wrong
( ) Ridden on a shopping cart in safeway
( ) Break danced in a Minit Mart
( ) Went into a mini mart in socks
( ) Worn a tiara
(x) Been in a play
(x)Gone to church more than 4 times in a week
( ) Copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(x) Made a movie
( ) Dressed gothic
( ) Worn 5 or more layers of clothing
( ) Had a stalker
( ) Been to california
( ) Lived on a house boat
(x) Swam in clear blue water
( ) Sat in a doctors office with a friend
( ) Ran across 6 lanes of traffic
(x) Made fish lips
( ) Hit on a waiter or waitress
(x) Taken pictures with a stranger
( ) Been to Busch Gardens
( ) Stayed in a hotel room with 3 other school mates
( ) Made a public speech
(x) Been on cable television
( ) Put straws up your nose
(x) Choreographed a dance
(x) Felt used
( ) Made a smoothie or milkshake
( ) Had fun at work
(x) Watched Desperate Housewives
(x) Watched a movie so often you could quote every word
(x) Listened to an old NSYNC or Backstreet Boys CD more than once in a day AFTER they were popular
( ) Kept a something from a past relationship (letters, flowers ect..)
(x) Given someone else flowers (CAROLYN!)
( ) Taken a foreign language
( ) Gotten to school at 6:15 in the morning
( ) Not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class
(x) Laughed for no apparent reason
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( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) smoked anything else
( ) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
( ) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
(x) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set (WOOHOO! DAMN NICE =D)
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
( ) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
(x)been in a car accident
(x) had braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) [hate]d the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
( ) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" in class
( ) ate dog food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
( ) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didnt take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch
( )played chicken fight
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
(x) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
( ) mooned/flashed someone
( ) had someone moon/flash you
( ) cheated in a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
( ) been kicked out of your house
First, write down the names of twenty people you know. Then read and answer the questions.
You can't look at the questions until you write down the twenty names you're going to use.
01. mabel
02. jo-ann
03. kara
04. doralynn
05. galvin
06. jasmine
07. titus
08. ian
09. mingxuan
10. sarah
11. daniel
12. kendra
13. petrus
14. audrey
15. joash
16. tim
17. huiting
18. carolyn
19. grace
20. joseph
1. Is #1 a boy or a girl?
girl
2. Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple?
oh my tian! YES!
3. How about #18 and #4?
err.. no.
4. What grade is #17 in?
sec1
5. When was the last time you talked to #12?
hmm... good question.
6. What is #6's favorite band?
no idea.
7. Does #1 have any siblings?
ME! (:
8. Would you ever date #3?
er.. she's hot. but no.
9. Would you ever date #7?
oh my tian. no.
10. Is #16 single?
as far as i know, yes.
11. What's #15's last name?
chong
12. What's #10's middle name?
yan.. i think..
13. What's #5's favorite thing to do?
hmm.. good question.
14. Is #13 hot?
no idea. havent seen him since a long time ago ):
15. Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?
no!
16. What school does #20 go to?
acsi
17. Tell me a random fact about #11?
he looks not that bad (:
18. And #1:
SHES MY SESAME TWIN. my bestest buddy!
19. And #4:
she's sleepy and tired and she wants me to take an aeroplane over to her place to carry her to her bed. or something like that. hahahaha..
20. Have you ever had a crush on #15?
HAHA no.
21. Where does #9 live?
serangoon gardens
22. What's #3 favorite color?
maroon. (:
23. Would you makeout with #14?
OH MY TIAN NOOOOOO!
24. Are #5 & #6 best friends?
nope.
25. Does #7 like #2?
hahahahaha.. he;'d better not!
26. Does #8 like #19?
beats me.
27. How did you meet #2?
we became classmates this year.
28. How did you meet #18?
church?
29. Does #10 have any pets?
not that i know of.
30. Is #12 older than you?
nope! (:
31. Is #17 the sexiest person alive, or what?
HAHAHAHHAHA,... yes!
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
i feel like doing shout outs. but there's so many people i love. ah, i'll start from my classmates. my buddies. =D and then i'll add on from there! (:mabel!
i've known you since p3 lah! and then we were in the same class again in p5 right! aha and then this year same class again. wah. fated ah fated ah. ahhahahaha. well, thanks for listening to me complain everytime! you're one of the best friends i've ever had. let's keep it that way, ok? haha. oh, and keep it cool with _ , ok? dont rush. studies first. cliche, but very true. aha. meeting you on saturday, right? we'd have a good hearty chat, yes? *grins* last nights talk was great! aha. we broke our record! talked till 3am. aha. next time we'll talk to 6am =D alrighty. love you loads, my dear st1! MY BANDUNG FRIEND (: oh ya, and i cant wait to do qt with you on tuesdays and thursdays! aha. really looking forward (: haha. 5 letters. happy happy. (; i really hope we'd be in the same class next year! i really do. cos if not i'll be so sad i'll eat fatty food every day and grow fat and then die early and then i'll see you in heaven ahahaha. kk. enough rubbish. loveyou most-est! my buddy my bestie my sister my twin. (: ayy ayy! I CANT WAIT FOR HARDROCK. CAN YOU? =DDD
kara!
you're overseas now, so i guess you'd only get to read this when you come back. I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH! i hope you had lotsa fun overseas. haha. thanks for always being that darling that's always there to listen to me complain and you're always the one who goes out of your way to help others and i'm frickin glad you're MY friend. =D and well, if ever you need someone, you know i'm just a phone call away! and i'd be very happy to listen to you and all. yup! so.. love you loads! eat more food, ok? =D i really hope we're in the same class next year though i'm pretty sure you'd be going sports class with audrey and andrea and jasmine but i guess it's okay cos we;d still keep in touch, yes? love you smurf!
jo-ann!
hey dear. i dont know what's going on over there, but if you need anyone to talk to, you know who you can turn to. well, i know what. wanna come to church with me on saturday? mabel SHOULD be coming too. and possibly jasmine, though i kinda doubt so. how bout it? i promise no weird guy's gonna come up to you and bug you. i promise. think about it? well, take care. and thanks for all the lovely memories. love you loads! aha. smurf babe! pretty designer! aha. (: i pray hard that i'll be in your class. so um.. we can.. um.. be.. um.. "emo" together............. O.o well, LOVE YOU JOJO (:
jasmine!
jiejie! i'm not sure if you'd drop by here to read this.. but anyhoo, here goes! really admire you for the strength and courage you've shown this year. and thanks for all those great times we had! well, continue to jiayou in squash, alrighty? give it your best, but dont overdo it, alright? oh, and one last thing. dont give up on exploring Jesus, ok? love you loads jiejie! hope we'd somehow be in the same class next year, though i doubt so cos you're sure to go sports class.. ohwells. meet up soon?
kendra!
enen! haha. for those who think it's really whiney for girls to go around calling each other enen, it's cos she's hui en and i'm yi en. so we;re the en en s. not happy? deal with it! hah. anyways, known you since p3 right? we were bestest friends then, with hin ann. the three of us.. haha. rmb? and then duno wad happened.. haix. but now we're cool, right? (: and that's good. uh huh! well, thanks for always being the calm one with *ahem* great words of wisdom *ahem*, and well.. yeah. continue to grow deeper in Him day by day, yes? love you loads! hope we're in the same class next year! (: love you so much! (:
andrea!
you're the funniest girl i've ever met. haha. continue to shine in the court, yes? jiayou! haha but most importantly, continue to shine for Him whereever you are, yes? haha. love you soooo much. i know you're going sports class. my 6th sense tells me so. aha. keep in touch, ok? (:
ongko!
aha my prettyface girl! well, dont really know you that well personally but hey thanks for being such a great friend and i sure hope to get toknow you much better next year, yes? haha. hope we;re in the same class next year. much love.
audrey!
haha. i dont know you that well either.. but well, continue to shine for Him, whereever you are, yes? aha. rock on in tennis, you nut! aha. love you loads! (:
glenn!
hello there! (: cont. to shine for him, yes? (: haha. i dont know what to say (: oh! i'd see you soon at velocity concert, right? aha. haha well, at times when you feel discouraged in your ministries and all, turn to Him. and rmb that in all you're doing, you're doing for the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords, and it'll make it all worthwhile. yup! and dont worry i'll go say hi to you when i see you haha. ok! long and sincere enough? (:
sarah!
my one and only meimei! aha (: dont be so sad, ok? be joyful joyful cos you've got Jesus Daddy and he love you sooooooo much. and when you're down, you know you can always turn to Him, cos He's omni present (: yes? haha. and continue to rock the house for Him, meimei! ahha. love you mei! (:
titus!
korkorkor! aha. happy birthday to you! well, here's my birthday wish for you. i hope you get married soon to your dear nicole and have lotsa children and have a close walk with God and be a good and godly daddy and husband and son and son in law who's super cool cos you'd rock at the bass and you'd be able to play damn nice jazzy shit on almost anything and cos you'd use all that to worship our Abba Father. sounds good? oh, and dont you ever forget me when you're old and wrinkly. haha. haha well, thanks for all those times you were there for me and stuff and all those time you'd encourage me and listen to me talk and talk and talk non stop and well.. thanks for hardly complaining. haha. well, God Bless. yup. love you, korkorkor! (:
themis!
happy birthday to you! haha. well, i cant say i know you damn well cos i dont but what i do know is that God's done great things in your life and He's not finished with you yet so i'm looking forward to hear your many testimonies of how God has and is working in your life. continue to shine for Him in ministry and let all you do be a form of worship unto Him, yes? God Bless! love you, brother! (:
galvin!
korkor! well, it's been a ride, huh. do stand firm and claim the promises He has given unto you. and thanks for all the times you've been such a great encouragement and a great friend and kor and a great listener. thanks for all the times you showed so much concern and.. yeah. really thank God for you, you know? (: God Bless. love you korkor!
nicodemus, mark cheong & jon!
hello yal! haha. well, thanks you guys for being.. yourselves? haha. yeah. been a great blessing to me and so many others! haha. thanks God for great friends like you you and you! haha (: love yal (:
mark chng!
haha hello! thanks for being such a great friend. haha. and yes, i will study hard.. i hope. hehe. hmm.. cont to shine for our dear Lord Jesus, yes?
euphe, carolyn, grace, hannah!
hello! haha. well, the four of yal have been such great Blessings to me and i have so much to say but haha my fingers are kinda getting a lil tired but well must say that i am indeed very blessed to have such great friends to walk this journey with me uh huh! =D love yal LOADS (:
doraynn!
hello! haha. (once again) thanks for being such a great friend and yeah listening to some things i tell you that i just cant tell others and yeah thanks for being there in every way you can and i really appreciate it. hey i promise i'll cont to pray for you okay? oh, and really treasure those time we talked on the phone though we hardly do but ahha thats not the point. haha well, thanks for everything and.. yeah. love you loads! (:
jaime!
my fingers are tired. is a "i love you jaime!" good enough? i love you jaime! (: haha. oh, and here. *HUGS* thanks for everything.
vick!
hey cloney! i didnt forget you okay! haha. well, ya. love you loads, and thanks for everything and all the concern and thanks for the times you listened and the haha memories we had and yeah love you loads dear! keep in touch, and do take care, alright? (: love you./
ok! pictures UP! =D
mab & i at ecp!
another lovely shot
mab; me; kara. at mab's ecp house!
aha. earlier on at ecp!
retro cops? ahahaaha..
at mab's church toilet. hahaha..
another shot!
me, huiting, jo.
en en s!
lariene, me, jo.
sam, me
me, xingyi.
ongko, me.
jojo! (:
mab, kara.
me, kara.
again.
and again (:
jo, me, mab, kara.
me, doralynn (:
cotton candy, jo. (:
ok, thats all for now.
oh lovely friends.
thank you Jesus for Blessing me with such lovely friends.
maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me
after all, you;re my wonderwall.
you know i love yal loads.
Infected by Jo.
Post 5 random and weird facts about yourself, then at the end, list the names of 5 people whom you in turn infect.
FIVE WEIRD FACTS ABOUT ME:
01. i dont really feel sad when people die
02. i blush randomly and uncontrollably for no aparent reasons
03. i'm very fickle and i change my opinion very quickly.
04. i sleep talk when i'm very tired or when there's alot on my mind.
05. i can listen to the same song repeatedly non stop for one whole day and not get sick of it and continue doing this for afew weeks? lol.
ok. infecting time. i'll shoot Mabel, Doralynn, Sarah, Merissa, Titus.
Sunday, November 06, 2005
so.. everything just repeats itself over and over again.and that sucks.
it really does.
no one ever apologises. everyone just covers up. forms a new layer. and then soon after it's ripped open again.
it'll never end, will it
and one day, when i reach my wits end, i wonder whats gonna happen.
Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is
Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay
question: what is love?
Friday, November 04, 2005
sigh :/sigh. today's been yet another very very boring day. i was supposed to do my missions biography thing today.. but well.. didnt get down to it (again). dont know what's my problem lah. sigh =/
i have a feeling there's something wrong with the laptop. it keeps hanging. i shall give it a break today. i hope there's nothing wrong with it cos 1. i'd get into bigggg trouble with my dad, and 2. i'd lose all my info that's inside and so will my dad and my mum and my brother and i will get into big trouble.
a week of the holidays has passed. it's time to go buy those textbooks and assessment books.
man, i really hope i can get a lil income. been spending sooo much lately and my mum says she wont give me any more money. and i dont get any allowance during the holidays. so well.. either i get a job or i stop spending. but from the looks of things, i eventually wont be able to get a job, which means i'd have to beg my parents for money whenever i wanna spend, which really sucks. ): sigh.
tonight, i shall do situps. sarah mei picked 50. well, alrighty then.
mabel! jo-ann! kara! can yal send me our pictures? or like. can we all send to one person and then put into a disc for memories sake? =D
man, there's still so many people i wanna go out with during the hols.. but not really much time left cos i just noticed there's sooo much ive got to do.. and ive also no more money to spend cos i dont get allowance during the hols.. sigh =/
from tmr onwards, i shall start my morning/afternoon jogging. if it's morning, i'll leave house at.. say.. 8 am? heh. and if it's afternoon.. i'll leave house at.. say.. 3 pm. hah.
oh, i really hope there's nothing wrong with the laptop.
aha. i feel like going out now. i really feel like going to the beach with a friend.. just one friend.. go there just chill out.. have a nice chat.. play in the waters.. eat ice cream.. watch the sunset.. take lovely pictures together.. lol. that'll be the perfect date for me. something simple. where it's not about the expensive gifts or expensive restaurants or clubs or whatever. it's just all about us. lol.
funny thing is.. i'm not in love with anyone.
ah. i'm such a weirdo.
i feel moody again. i'm going to bathe, and then think of skit topics. and talk talk talk. someone call me? lol. damn sian.
oh man. i think this is somewhat true and somewhat not true and somewhat very very funny. lol.
E - eccentric
U - unreal
N - naughty
I - ideal
C - comical
E - exhausting
G - gloomy
O - orderly
H - hardworking
Y - yum
I - important
E - entertaining
N - nerdy
just saw jo's blog so i guess i'll just do this and hopefully my hair will be dry by the time i finish so i can go to sleep.
Bold if true.
01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with new things.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love my gauged ears.
06. I love wearing a lot of black eyeliner.
07. I love Daquiris.
08. I love the weekends.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags (Coach, Burberry, Louis Vuitton)
15. I get annoyed easily.
16. I eventually want kids.
17. I like the Backstreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi/
20. I am a person.
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th.
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to.
26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes.
29. I've seen "She's All That" at least 50 times.
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed.
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate.
35. Winter is my least favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I am the hottest guy.
40. I have a lot of drama.
41. No one knows my full story of my life.
42. I love my hair.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents.
44. I love the beach!!!
45. I have had the chicken pox.
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls'.
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday.
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have had a broken bone.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
60. I love to sing.
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I like to play video games.
64. I love John Mayer.
65. I hate when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused.
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef.
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I love Play-Doh.
69. I am too forgiving.
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I like high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things.
73. I don't drink enough to get drunk.
74. I love kisses on the forehead.
75. I love the color blue.
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs.
78. I love the Olsen twins.
79. I'm gonna try out for the softball team.
80. I become stressed easily.
81. I hate liars.
82. I like comfy sweatpants.
83. Bam Margera is AWESOME!!!!!!
84. I love the smell of fresh laundry.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots.
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums.
89. I hate the feeling of failure.
90. I am still a virgin.
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid.
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
95. I can stay on the computer forever.
96. I loVe music.
97. I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
99. I have problems letting go of people.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone.
X Survey!
I:
[ ] am tall
[x] am in between
[ ] am short
[ ] am a blonde
[ ] am redheaded
[ ] am a brunette
[x] have black hair
[ ] have blue eyes
[x] have brown eyes
[ ] have green eyes
[ ] have hazel eyes
[ ] have grey eyes
[ ] and wear glasses
[ ] and wear contacts
[x] have braces
[ ] have freckles
[x] have piercings
[ ] have a tattoo
[ ] have long hair
[ ] have short hair
[x] have mid-length hair
My nationality includes:
[x] chinese
[ ] indian
[ ] taiwanese
[ ] japanese
[ ] hispanic
[ ] nicoya
[ ] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[ ] italian
[ ] scottish
[ ] filipino
[ ] dutch
[ ] french
[ ] german
[ ] irish
[ ] greek
[ ] portuguese
[ ] polish
[ ] korean
[ ] jamaican
[ ] canadian
[ ] lithuanian
[ ] native american
[ ] russian
[ ] british
[ ] danish
[ ] african
[ ] scandanavian
[ ] armenian
[ ] finnish
[ ] other
My favorite colour(s) is/are:
[x] red
[x] pink
[x] yellow
[x] black
[x] green
[ ] blue
[x] white
[ ] silver
[ ] purple
[x] brown
[ ] orange
Some things I've done/played include:
[x] soccer
[x] cheerleading
[x] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] field hockey
[ ] hockey
[ ] football
[ ] softball
[ ] wrestling
[ ] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross country
[x] basketball
[ ] baseball
[ ] golf
[x] playing in the mud
[x] playing music
[ ] hiking
[ ] kayaking
[x] camping
[ ] horseback riding
[ ] marching band
I am sometimes:
[x] annoying
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[x] bubbly
[x] spazzy
[x] fun-loving
[x] laid back
[x] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird
I like _____ music:
[x] rap
[x] rock
[x] pop
[ ] country
[ ] hip hop
[ ] r&b
[ ] slow jams
[x] Christian
[x] classical
[ ] techno
[x] oldies
[ ] the 80s
[x] punk
[x] Metal
[ ] reggae
[ ] Goth
[x] Latin
[ ] 90's Grunge
[x] musicals
The pet(s) I have is/are a:
[ ] cat
[ ] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] rabbit
[ ] fish
[ ] bird
[ ] other
Clothes I like to wear are:
[x] plain t shirts
[ ] sweatshirts
[ ] stockings
[ ] high heels
[ ] boots
[x] sneakers
[x] jeans
[ ] pj pants
[ ] boxers
[x] underwear
[ ] dresses
[ ] mini skirts
[ ] long skirts
[ ] watches
[ ] necklace
[ ] hoop earrings
[ ] toe socks
[x] flip flops
[ ] halter tops
[ ] stilletos
[x] shorts
[ ] sleeveless shirts
I like to wear my hair (in a):
[x] down
[x] ponytail
[ ] pigtails
[ ] messy bun
[ ] half ponytail
[x] scrunched/curly
[ ] bun
[ ] crimped
[ ] with a bandana
[x] French braids
[ ] lots of little braids
[ ] Gel
[ ] hat
[ ] messy hot guy hair
[ ] sex hair
[ ] fauxhawk
I'm mostly labelled as:
[ ] goth
[ ] emo
[ ] prep
[ ] punk
[ ] hippie
[ ] nerd
[ ] ditzy
[ ] hyper
[ ] happy
[ ] everything
[ ] I hate labels! I'm just me!
[x] I have no idea
I eat:
[ ] dessert every night
[ ] no meat
[ ] diet stuff
[ ] healthy foods
[x] junk foods
[x] a lot of carbs
[x] lots of meat
[ ] salad
[ ] seafood
[x] Mountain Dew
A typical friday night:
[ ] mall with your friends
[ ] partying
[ ] watching movies
[ ] going to the club
[x] staying home
[ ] babysitting
[ ] hanging out w/ my friends
[ ] hanging out w/ your boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] working while your friends are out having fun
Currently I am:
[ ] in a relationship
[ ] single and loving it
[ ] crushing
[ ] single and looking for someone
[ ] just broke up
I'm just single.
Online, I use:
[x] lol
[x] sup
[x] =D
[ ] lmao
[ ] stfu
[ ] ty
[x] j/k
[ ] ttyl
[ ] g2g
[ ] ^^
[ ] T_T
[ ] x_x
[ ] ^_^
[x] o.o
[ ] x3
[ ] "LOLZOHEMGEE"
[ ] knai
I have:
[x] been kissed
[x] lied to my best friend
[ ] dyed my hair
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] kissed a girl on the cheek
[x] lied to my parents
[x] cried in front of lots of people
[ ] went bare foot in the snow
[ ] played hockey
[ ] made my own clothes
In the last 24 hours, I:
[ ] got in a fight
[x] took a shower
[ ] gave a dirty look to someone
[x] cried
[ ] went to school
[x] shopped
[ ] danced
[ ] got sick
[x] did something I regret
[x] ate something gross
[x] discovered something new
At school I:
[x] run to class because I'm always late
[ ] hide in the bathroom
[ ] act smart
[x] am hyper
[ ] am a nerd
[ ] am in band
[ ] am very popular
Right now I am:
[ ] in my pjs
[ ] drinking
[ ] listening to music
[ ] watching a movie
[ ] IMing someone
[ ] talking on the phone
[ ] eating
[x] finishing this survey
hello there.
yesterday was horrid. it even continued this morning. really sucked ): quarrelled. shouted. cried. whatever. i was really really upset. jhadjfhaldkjflha.
but, ohwells. had lotsa fun with mabel, jo-ann and kara at ecp today. yeah. really enjoyed the carefree feeling. but well, when i got back home it's back to reality. sigh ):
well, i thank God for afew great friends who were there for me and all.
ok. i'm quite tired now. i shall reply my tags and wait for my hair to dry.
i think i'm a really moody person. =/
i get high very easily.
but i get down just as easily.
oh, i dont know.
(:
:l
:/
):
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goodnight.
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
silly as it may seem,i'm falling in love with love.
i wanna _ now, i really do.
my smiles have become so cheap.
do they really show my own emotions anymore?
lol.
everything accumulates.
stop passing me around.
soon, like a water bomb, i will pop.
and i will spill all over you.
seriously,
why dont you make everyone's day.
just send me away.
oh, moody moody me.
i go up, i come down and i'm emptier inside.
oh happy days.
goodnight.